i am always gonna love u baby!

MT i do love u so so sooo much u know why? cuz u were my first one love for truly... the first one who i fell in love with and i was corresponded as well, cuz deeply inside me i've never ever thought that could have happened once, i thought i was gonna be alone forever and that love wasnt for me to feeel, but u came up and show me that i was wrong, all we lived for me was like a dream or a fantasy that i hated to think that one day i was gonna wake up, and at the end i did indeed, cuz even though it took few months, lets say a small period of our lifes, for me was like being in heaven, cuz i was so happy, i was feeling me so damn great how i've never felt before... so dont be stupid to think cuz that thing happened i never loved u cuz just god knows or whatever god is or a powerful force is how much i do love u and how i felt when i was with u...and u cannot imagine, cuz for me wasnt just sharing u things, or giving us love, it was more than that, my soul and my heart that i was giving and sharing with you, thats really strong and poweful and what some ppl called love, though..... and im so sorry cuz i screwed it in the worse way ever... but one day u will realize how it really was...and if u dont then its cuz we were just ppl who got together for a moment of our lifes and share things, sex and thats all... and for me that is not what i meant when i was with u... so it's different from my before relationships... besides my heart its yours and always will be there for u.. but its fine if our paths get separed for a while.. if we are meant to be together then we are gonna be one day again on the future otherwise my first love will always gonna have one part of my heart forever!!! ok... do u got it? forever.. theres not way to forget that.. then means it wasnt real love if we do forget it once..