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i'm a bit confuse about my university's future! i donno what to study and what to do!!!!! i got to send an email to my ex univ about what happened to me, i cant leave it like this, i gotta be thankful with them for all the effort and help i received!!! but its all gone now!... my scholarship is over now! i feel lost and i deserve it! for irresponsible... no ones knows about what really happened but EKA and i hope it keeps being like this for a while... i have to study hard!!!! its all i know and i donno if im gonna make it, im so scared!

no ones knows my reality but me, i wish i could trust more ppl, or to talk the true to the psychologist but i donno why i cant say it....

im alone on my way and the decisions are mine... damned.. i hate being me