leave me alone thoughts!!!! i wana throught u all away!!! where u deserve to be.. in garbage!...

for the records... im done with this... ok.. fine.. this is not the first time i say so... great! but im gonna try to do it this time.. to reach my point which is left the past were it belongs to..

come on! i can do it! i just need to concentrate my mind in a new project... i need one.. like paintin my whole room.. go to POA.. yah.. and then go to Cassino.. chill out there.. i got a place to stay.. talk with my cousin... i havent talked with her in a while.. resolve my situation in brazil.. its not over yet this whole mess.. but its almost ending.. yah.. finally..

i dont have no one else to talk to but D, but i mean someone in my familly.. but the true its that i dont trust her.. i dont trust my cousin.. she is just different..

i donno..

she seems to know everything... and she is ashamed on me... i dont like that.. maybe thats the reason i dont talk to her.. she keep treating me like a lil girl when im not.. and im not willing to show her what i am.... i dont have to either..

ok.. so.. move on.. i have another chance.. one more day.. with another new beginning... xoxox